By: Oliver V.

Oliver V. — Sat, 16 Jan 2010 17:40:11 +0000

i can associate procrastination with fear…and fear is truly a manifestation of selfishness…again and again i am always being brought back to the root of my troubles…something i’m not willing to face today is surely something i am afraid of doing…the insanity of that mode of thinking is what i put of until tomorrow will not be any easier if i don’t take care of it today…i am only delaying the inevitable…and there is that old threadbare idea i have that things will take care of themselves, or that it will all work out on its own…but the reality is issues i avoid only fester and multply…this is how my problems pile up on themselves and become astonishingly difficult to solve…i ask God for the courage and willpower to attack my problems head on today…and when life becomes unmanageable, as it still does today, i ask God for guidance and acceptance…if nothing changes nothing changes…this old behavior of ignoring the inevitable will surely lead to more suffering, and ultimately the drink

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By: Oliver V.